Saturday, July 05, 2008

it has beeen loooong...




dance since tuesday was horrible.
mid way while practising for foong's item, i injured my back.
talk about biting back twice as hard when dance starts... ):
needless to say, i have been moooody.
moo moo mooooody.
it's exasperating.
when you want so much to learn and perfect everything,
but you cant.
i've never been good at counting and listening to beats,
when i dance, i just get lost in the whole thing.
so i need to feel what i'm doing,
feel till i get it right.
marking out steps alone just doesn cut it and....
): baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
back is healing. must look on the bright side..
back is healing. must look on the bright side...


i'll hit back even harder this time round.
i wished i had a studio in my house.
to do the turns, jumps, whacks, bounces, jiggys, dutty wine...
that i want.
with full length kick ass mirrors
and awesome stereo.
sehzxyyyyyyyy!



sometimes i think i should pick up like boxing or something.
because when the angsty mood comes,
i just feel like smashing everything in my way.
at least i'm not stupid enough too,
but i mean what if the chemicals the opposite of endorphins start to pile up,
accumulate in some vital parts and i just experience spontaneous combustion?!?!?!?!
HAAHHAHAHA.
still i don like to take it out on others.
AND WHAT THE HELLL I JUST SAW THIS FREAKING BIG GIGANTIC COCKROACH LIKE A FEW BLOODY CM AWAY FROM ME AND IT JUST DISAPPEARED.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.
WHERE THE HELL IS SHIELDTOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am getting damn insecure now. okay bye.

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