Everything happens for a Reason

^%T!&%#&@!%#(&!@# i came off so harsh and evil and critical and everything bad in that anger post, so unlike me!!!!! AAHHHHHHH AFTER THAT ANGER PHASE I JUST FEEL SO HELPLESS. I WANNA BE LIKE LAST TIME THE HAPPY TIMES , THIS WHOLE FIASCO IS KILLING ME. AFTER THE PHONE CALL YESTERDAY I JUST KEPT THINKING ABT IT. WHAT I DID WRONG WHAT I SHOULD DO. WHAT I SCREWED UP ugggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I CANT WAIT TO MEET AH MU TMR. I MUST NOT LOSE A FRIEND LIKE THAT. !!!!!