Need somewhere to breathe

These are the nights when i hate my house. Yes just the house, this stupid shell. I wished i had airconditioning on the warm nights, a water heater for the cold nights, a clean neat house for one in this state is so difficult to undo, and my own room. So that i could have my privacy and peace of mind that when i come back home i have a little space i can retreat to to have a little comfort. This lack of personal space is going to drive me up the wall sooner or later.