Friday, December 18, 2009


ironically, this is what numb feels like.
This feeling of in between, of pushing everything to the back.
Bringing them forward, then pushing them to the back, over and over again.
Just in one crisp moment of a falter,
there is a terrible stumble, there is a fall so bad a grimace cant be helped.
And every strong front, every strong figment, seemingly or true,
just crumbles.
Strong was never a forte, and the winds are harsher than the walls can hold.
What if efforts are futile?
What if strength becomes weakness?
What if the pain so deep just resonates?

No, i don't know what to feel. Not an inkling.
I caught myself on a moment of weakness, alone.
And this is how it is.


Anonymous said...

Nice post & nice blog. I love both.

ayozi said...

Thank you (:
Whoever you are, i hope you were feeling something better than what i felt.