Everything happens for a Reason

" I have the tendency to cut ties, cut them like strings with razor sharp blades,
Then hold those cut ends so tightly so close together.
Because deep down, I know i can never truely let go.
I can never truely say goodbye to each and everyone of those at the end of the other string. "
I'm still trying to please every single soul in this world.
But i forget about myself.
And now i'm doing what i do best, going to extremes.
I'm shutting everyone else out, i'm only taking in all the superficial touches.