Everything happens for a Reason

we all live in a yellow submarine, a yellow submarine, a yellow submarine....

okay.. that uberly gay line above was so not written by me.. its was the doings of my bro while i went away for a while... -.-...

i so love weekends.. uh-huh.. nothing comparable to coming home.. the feelings realli great ^-^.. damn .. i wanna pause at this point foreva.. maybe yesterday .. yesterday rawked :D haish.. going back tomorrow.. i'm struggling to survive there.. its frustrating.. i cant relli explain wat i'm goign thro.. yea.. thats damn frustrating... oh wells... i gotta hold on.. promise i made with da sao..

elizabeth said during cell group yesterday that the girls in her class cut themselves as a trend.. okaaaay... like i dunno.. they don relli understand do they? they find it like fun... ughhhh..... well.. i don... cos it leaves a mark i mean mentally..so while we were there talking.. everyone was like .' thats dumb thing to do' and yesh.. i know its dumb too but i dunno how ta stop ..i always seek comfort only after doing it.. yea... a bit too late i guess.. so i was trying to hide the wounds on my hand.. like kept the back side of my hand down all the time.. lucky i wasnt that obvious..

had a long chat with my mum like. hmm.. about 2 hours.. ahhas.. damn fun.. okays.. i was meant to do work but oh wells.. my mum's more important than my resukts and it was damn fun.. din have time to like update her with my life.. wahha.. then told her alot alot alot of stuff.. i am motivated !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD i love my mum... ahas,, oh wells.. it was jus damn nice.. she understands.. maybe missed by a little but the closest person so far to understanding what i've been through.. and yea.. i'm trying my best to stop that freakish thing i do.. uh-huh.. at least my mum din like scold me she was damn understanding...

yesterday was jus one great day ... i think the best part was seeing and being with ewe :)


i've got super mom, rawkin grandpa , happy gay bro and ewe.
my live may not be perfect and great . but its complete ^-^