Tuesday, April 14, 2009

For everything it's worth.



yesterday was a day that my mood went on a fluctuating spree. one moment i'm fine and happy the next moment i'm grappling with insecurities, then the next i'm all bouncy and hyper then i get all emo and ugly ... then i get extremely sad, but the night ends of well :). 理解をありがとう.私の中心で特別な場所を有するそれは決して取り替えることができない. And it is a promise. For now, i'll just be living along these extremely marred lines, time will tell.



Sessioning was hella fun yesterday, not only was the studio like HUGE and awesome, the company was really great. i'm so lucky that the two groups that i session with just make we feel so comfortable. I'm just really glad at being able to session without having that looming feeling of being judged. I'll be joining you guys from now on! thanks for making me feel so at home (:



ありがとうleycia (:
i really appreciate the phone call, don worry about me. and for all the " you don need to feel bad " earlier ochacha talks, thanks again! it makes me feel better to know that everything's just being dramatised. I'll definitely be wary about that one, and all the sides that will be taken against me.


and esteeeeeeee 당신을 감사하십시오 (:
hur hur you always cheer me up, definitely a smiling hero. and you are SOOOOO BIMBOTIC. welcome to the clique :3. more crazy bimbotic times to come !




things will get better, they are getting better. i just need time, time to sort through my thoughts. to really just feel what's true, i know i can do it.


more concert pics (: damn i miss that feeling.

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the hamtaro face.
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farhanaladidadida
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euleen! (: things willl get better! stay strong.
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carmen
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huijing
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leslie, my waltz partner! stop eating so much sweets ._.
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3 retarded mannequins :D
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NANABALLS :D :D :D thank you for everything okay! ming tian hui geng hao di.
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evelyn, kevon and nana (:
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serene and nicole
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serene
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jesscy
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badd! haha omg himbo!
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nana and lavone (:
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kaiwen and keiths
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flo, my pinoy fellow ghetto.
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flo and badd
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ghettos with gin
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lavone! haha omg you facebook addict, stop playing with your restaurant!
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JADEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYY!!!!!!
thank you so much for coming, i was really really happy to see you. and yes we have to meet up soon okay, after your syf, i have so much to tell you, so much i want to hear from you. TAKE CARE OKAY! i miss you! all the best for syf!
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they're everywhere, my sweater ): and cargo ): nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb. still, i love this photo.
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waltz (:
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mannequins in training (:
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mannequin
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fave ghetto pic. saw the other pics and the expressions were all the same .___.
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make up pics by chong (:


thats all, i think.
modern later, it's been so long since i've done modern, i feel really rusty.


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