Sunday, November 23, 2008

I LOVE
MY CATS
MORE THAN
YOU.
it's funny how i don blog about those days like the rest of them do.
but then again, maybe it isn't.
everything said is but on the surface,
well, river water runs deep and everybody's nowhere near there.
shit i feel the old me coming back.
encapsuled in all that's happening,
i feel.god.damned.overwhelmed.
overwhelmed to the point that i want to spend time only and only with the people i can really click with, the people whom i know really care.
FTFS.
FTSFS.
FTFF.
and when you have the person who knows you like the back of his palm close 24/7,
just about the whole of the rest of human race doesn really matter.
i have a lot of love to give.
LIKE A LOT.
pinky cross-my-heart-and-hope-to-die swear.
but is everybody i meet, really worth the love.
i've been doing that for the past few months to kinda make up and break free from the old me.
was happy, thought i was happy, thought i found an extra haven.
THOUGHT wrong. but maybe i thought too much.
but it's the vibes you know.
that one small glint in the eyes
and how you know that maybe, just maybe
a leopard really doesn change it's spots.
i thought you were trustable,
but that look and what you actually bragged about in the past irks me.
seriously one small incident can really just turn the tables around and change the whole cycle.
for now, i know it's but a passion haven and nothing more.
MANY THINGS TO DO I SWEAR MY HEAD IS EXPLODING TRYING TO ACE EVERYTHING THAT I'M TRYING TO DO.
GPA 4.
$$$$.
PERFECT EVERY NAUNCE OF MOVEMENT.
stupid achy back.
must start using haversacks.

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