Everything happens for a Reason

nothing's the same anymore.




something's broken,
and i feel so awkward in myself,
i feel so awkward walking in tp sometimes.
sometimes i feel like a sore thumb sticking out cos i dress so differently.
sometimes i can feel those stares.
sometimes i have like nina said " whatever, stop staring bitch "
kinda attitude.
sometimes i'm just " pleeeease stop staring"
cum cue exasperated voice.
sometimes, it's stop being so bitchy.
sometimes, i just wanna throw this all away and go back to chung cheng.
but things just arent that superficial simple.



something runs and cuts deeper.
maybe it's cos i feel so much like an ugly duckling.