Everything happens for a Reason

when home alone today.

gave me time to think about alot of stuff.

i swore i could have cried jus now if it werent for the rest of those guys about. the prank bozhong played on two of my contacts was just so not funny. i din even have the courage to apologise , it jus brought back all the past.

sigh, sometimes he can be so insensitive, blah, to him its probably damn funny with the rest of those guys laughing along but. like , maybe i'll really find it funny if it were something else but jus not this. jus messed up my whole mood, i couldnt even concentrate on my maths , gave up in the end. even when i met amanda i was still a bit off.

it hurts to look back,
and i'm scared to look ahead,
i'm meant to look beside me,
but its jus me alone instead.


jus as anjing goes.
" wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni shi ying wei ....."