Everything happens for a Reason

its new year. so ya happy new year ppl...

if your really happy don read this entry yea. it'll jus make you feel like slapping me cos i'm such a spoiler with this cliche one.

went to fisherman village for countdown. celebration. HAH. more like jus dinner. the happier i'm meant to be the more i cry. spending the countdown with them jus sucked i dunno how to explain it. it was no jovial happy happy thing. but friggin crap. not to mention sandwiched in btw two tables of weirdos. i;m feel so so so confused , why cant i jus drop and forget everything that ever happened. ppl get over it in a flash. i've taken so long and everything's still the same. suddenly i hate going out with family, every outing makes me depressed, its scary when i see a speeding car and i get this strong urge to jus jump out at it. i dunno what the shit but my thoughts are damn messed up now, jus broken apart.