Everything happens for a Reason

i guess its never easy to let go, 6th day and counting.....

weisiong said it aint a good month wells, yea. i guess so.

too many things happen. i'm still in like half shock? yea, even though i was like mentally prepared for quite a long time, i kept stupidly try to make myself believe that something else was up but wells, guess i was wrong..

those memories are relli playing , and it dates way way back, to p4? yepps, when everything started. :) ..well, shant say anymore.

dancers and my classmates are the best thing i'm having in my life now, they help me pull through much much better. and i shall not be sad around them cos i jus realised that i affect their mood too !!! argh! sorry xue li ! ure the one who always sees me cry.. heh wells. its pretty stupid to see someone whos crying and laughing at the same time.

i shall channel my energy and attention to studies !!!! wheee, and try my best to excel so i can get top5% and the bursary arh.. $$$$$

my tears are like installaments, they come slowly, bit by bit each day. and not all at one go where you pay on the spot and don have ta bother anymore.

i'm still stuck in the past. xue li and yinhong says i better move on or they'll kill me wahaha. yinhong says she's gonna kill me if i keep writing 'xiang hui dao guo qu' on my hand. but she hasnt done anything so far! hahas, she loves me too much. heh. bhb.

i wrote a song, more like a story with a tune. 8 mths 17 days. sam has heard it.

oh. update: i've not grown on the yaxis. oh heck , let it be 152 then, i accept my fate.. and i'm still chubby lah.. never mind x) and and! dava's newpaper is finally almost done !


"easy peasy. i like that word(: "p4. plant tissue culture. i still remember.... :)

its not gonna be easy for me to forget.. i don wanna forget !!! hai.. dan lian shi yi zhong hen te bei de gan jue. i'll do jus that. ^-^


xiang hui dao guo qu.
time of my life.