Friday, July 29, 2005

YES !!! 2.4 is over !! but hell. i was damn slow.. but faster than last year x)) wheee.. 15.42 okay its the same timing as my trial..i gotta get gold mans..

yinhong got into vip!! oh mans !! thats so super cool !! damn happy for her ^^ she got her wish..but i'm gonna miss her relli bad.. wells.. i shall treasure the next few months with her !!! :)

its sucks knowing that after she's in vjc we're gonna drift.. i hate drifting away from ppl it creeps me out.. the feelings are like so diff when u meet again. i can never let go easily.. its takes me a long while before i accept the fact that i've lost something.

maybe i made a wrong choice in not going ip.truth is, if i din do so badly for my mid-years, i would have gone ahead with the test, gone ahead and try out for ip. i don have a clear picture of what i wan and when i have suddenly something happens and i give up.. i don get back on my feet easily either. mans, i'm so friggin pathetic.

chinese is so gonna pull down my grades.. lets see. my two acc test i got 50/ 100 and the commontets recently i got 46/1oo.. like DAMN IT. i'm gonna fail chinese if this carries on.. but i'm relli not good at that subject, i knwo crap. throw me a few chengyu and i'm HUH? never minds.. i shall work hard at my other subs to pull my chi crap marks up.. i gotta get top 5 percent.. oh wells.. gambatte bah ^^

played vball with nana today.. wah .. her ball rawks mans.. its so soft , no wonder its so damn expensive. when i had my ball , all i did was hit for less than 10 times and i had a bruise le...


wells, i gonna get some shuteye... still got sonic fest tomorrow, sian. think i'm gonna get lost on my way to fort canning. not relli looking forward to it..
cos, i dun wanna get ignored by the person i relli wan to see jus like it happened on wed. haish.


rock soul baby,
seal my fate.

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