Everything happens for a Reason

depressed again.. but heck like i said.. the most die lah..

death before dishonour..my results suck like hell.. everybody thinks so.. oooh.. that upst my stupidity and uselessness level.. so that means i rather die then get bad results...

got any idea wats the best way of suicide??

oh ya.. and my phone got stolen by some bastard.. yea. and wow.. that freaking asshole wanted such an ancient phone. whats ur prob?! go to hell lah. if i find out who you are.. trust me.. you're gonna regret ever doin it.. my messages.. all 29 of them.. the thing i carn let go the most.. they were so important to me.. haish.. kept them since last year.. shit.. damn upset...

and i might lose him.. haish.. the one person so important to me.. i might lose him... cos of my freaking bad results.. i don wanna be a burden to him either... what the hell...

all everyone cares abt are my results.. my usefulness is determined by my results.. now that i'm no longer the top.. no longer getting good results ... i'm pure useless... and since thats the only thing everyone cares abt.. fine .. i'll jus get good results and u can jus stuff ur damned face in my results slips.. happily.. at that time don even care to bother abt wat do to myself cos i wont appreciate it... and i've already gotten u ur good results what more do u wan? don worry.. i swear i'll definitely get u good results.. it aint for me.. its gonna be for u...

i used to be a useless stupid granddaughter.. now i'm also a useless stupid daughter..

they make it sound so easy: jus concentrate and not bother abt her nagging.. wah... so easy.. ALL OF U GO DO IT LAH! don bother don bother,, thats all everyone knows what say.. u think its that easy not to bother abt her bloody nagging insults, scoldings and discrimination?? go try it urself.. fine everything is my fault.. whateva lahs.. jus shut up.. i'll get u all the results u wan...



i don wan to lose him... but it seems inevitable now.. i'm not fitted.. i'm jus too lousy for anyone..