Everything happens for a Reason

our hopes dashed..mdm kee said ' gold'.. we wanted it so bad.. that gold with honours..

haish.. i'm stiuu damn upset.. i wanted it real bad.. we trained so hard.. haish.. jus now after dancing i also cried.. but it was because i was damn relieved and damn happy cos i think we did well and i did better than usual... and for once.. i felt we could relli get gold with honours.. haish.. the news hit me real hard..it hit the dance group hard.. almost all of us cried.. and i thot i would be happy with jus a gold.. wells... i guess.. its cos i relli put a lot of effort .. and our expectations were realli high... haish...............the moment mdm kee said gold.. i was waiting and praying damn hard for that ' with honours' to follow. but it din .. damn upset.. after this .. sec 4 would leave .. sec 3 wont be with us in the next one.. it hurts real bad..

seriously.. wei ing is one of the few ppl who can relli like understand me.. haish.. she sucha great fren.. she knew exactly how i felt.. maybe cos she's a dancer herself... haish.. ppl i thot who would be able to understand and i dunno console me?? wells.. i guess i'm wrong.. relli wrong.. after wei ing knew what happened .. she was like ' i'm relli scared now.. scared that i'll have the same reply and reaction from the other person like you'... i get what she means .. it was double blow for me..

and oh so great.. the moment i get back.. i get kao pei by her.. oh wow... aint that jus so friggin perfect.. my fist is breaking..no lie...she jus had to go and make everything worse.. by a whole lot... haish.. today was a very good day at first...

we set off on a happy and high mood.. and werent disheartened even when we saw the costumes of the other schools... and everyone relli put in their best effort.. we smiles loads.. all the way through.. and wells.. dance jus rawks.. i'm relli happy we did well but i dunno .. sad stiuu bah...great.. i'm being a contradicter again...


take away dance. take away my life.