Everything happens for a Reason

finally back from my grandpa there.. feel drained of energy..

i think alot.. maybe too much fer my own good. bwla.. shant blah on.. kinda cliche crap that most ppl must have read alot of times...

oh wells..thought of some story.. hmm.. sorta a story bah..can consider it one.... and it has nothing to do with the cliche crap i was referring to..


sometimes ..my heart jus pines fer you..
to hear your voice, get even a glimpse of you , to get a short text from you and most importantly to be with you.. but somehow.. everything seems to be fading.. you were and still are the first person i think of whenever i jus feel so insanely troubled and upset .. but now.. i carn seem to bring myself to tell you my problems.. cos i jus don feel like it.. i always feel like i'm putting an extra burden to your shoulders...all the things i do jus to see you.. even if its jus a glance.. most ppl call me dumb waiting fer that one stupid bus that always seems to come way late..and in the end .. i always miss you.. most times alot.. sometimes a little.. you used to share with me all your thoughts and troubles and now it seems .. nada. maybe you and i think da same way.. not to trouble the other.. but the truth is.. i rather you trouble me about ity bity small problems then not trouble me at all cos i wanna know what you're going through and i jus wanna be there fer you... to me.. you don seem to care anymore.. not about what i say.. or even to reply my text.. and then i come to realise .. maybe i don hold as big a place in your heart as i thought i did..


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holy crap... don ask me what the hell i was ranting about.. its jus meant to be a dumb story that starts with no head and ends with no tail... but then maybe it isnt.. bwla.. what the hell....


da big contradicter. me.
wo yao dang shou hu ni de tian shi.