Everything happens for a Reason

this week was like some sort of slacking week.. wahha.. i din take anything seriously anyway... like bwla~ holidays.. !!!!!!! paaaarteeeee!!!!!though i gotta go back alot of days fer dance.. but.. never minds ^^...

my results are mainly crap lahs... oh wells... i will work harder !! so that her and her relatives can jus shut their mouths about me.. go bother about your own grand children ppl.. haish...

hmmm.. wells.. i sorta missed dance on wed.. got this toopid headache.. dunno what happened.. jus get giddy when i stand up but i still sat there looking at them which was kinda good cos got new steps...

thursday went to the old folk's home.. that so damn rawked !!!!!! i love the old folks there.. !!! like totally.. mainly talked to this ah po who was 90 plus.. so nice talking to her and helping her with the colouring competition.. then after that went to talk to this uncle... who only spoke teochew so i had a nice time chatting with him.. awww... that ah po won the colouring competition.. at first i din know then yinhong told me.. must thank yinhong !! then i got to take a photo with her together with yinhong.. so nice... haish... why carn i have a grandmother like that ah po.. haish... fer once i felt appreciated... :) i gotta thank the old folk's there.. they made my day so much better.. though i got a lot of shit from her when i got back.. but... haish... heck lars....

friday had the most things happening... last day of school! thats one thing.. was damn slack and key siao-ing .. i was seriously slack during dance... feel drained of energy even before i started dancing... haish... danced like total crap.. missed one of the beats at one time kena scolded by deng yu and everyone had to redo it... haish.. sorry to all the dancers about that...haish~! deng yu changed the steps again... that sucks cos its now so confusing... haish... syf coming in like 2 weeks.. gotta but in all my effort during training lers... GAMBATTE .. ^-^ heh heh...

after dance.. waited at grand audi steps with malan.. meow and shiin fer the 3 vball guys .. choy ..jinyao and kc.. laneh... waited fer them damn long ... haish in the end kena pangsehh-ed by jinyao he go pei his zongye go home... we ended up eating in kfc was damn fun lah... would have been more fun with jinyao though .. took 15 home with choy and malan... the choy dunno what happen to him.. even malan also notice .. he's like even more crazy then last time.. we think that ***** ** must have hit him hard...

i jus got hell when i got back... haish.. whatever lahs... beat me ..scold me .. fine. haish.. everybody has grandmothers who so teng them.. me? haish....... she treats me like i'm some burden in her life.. maybe i am ..lols.. whatevas.. wish i could get out of hers as quickly as possible...then maybe i wouldn't be so erms... depressed? cos of whateva shit she did to me that night .. i did that same thing again.. three times... three new wounds..freak.. when can i stop? i carn believe it but ppl think cutting themself is like cool.. they think it shows they're tough, unafraid of pain and they go around telling everyone that they cut themselves ... it aint anything to be proud orf and there isnt anything to brag about... and its not funny.. i do it cos its somehow the only way i keep my sanity in her presence .. yesh yesh.. try an alternative.. been tryin.. but nothing works... in the end i jus break ...then succumb to my weak character... haish.. drama sia...

meet the parent session rawked... my bro went and we were totally going crazy... half way through we started laughing.. and laughing alot.. and i couldnt stop.. which usuallly made him start again... the survey form-best... everything was negative .. 1) what things should we include in our next parent-teacher conference? _food. 2) what improvements can be made in the school ?_put swans in the lake. i got a feeling mr davamoni would absolutely love my bro fer that...

neways... got a class newspaper coming up.. carn wait.. i gota think of nice nice stuff... yesh.. we must make it a success... wont let mr dava down.. he rawks lah.. though he called me an idiot in class once and i was damn pissed off.. never mind.. that was the past... :P

today was like.... i dunno one of the best days this year ^^ .. totally..the youth service was realli very cool today.. the erm... pastor totally rawked... felt damn enlightened... woOts~! lols... x) but erm wells no plans to convert... was like damn heartening i duuno why felt damn great at the service...HITCH RAWKS!!! though where we were sitting was damn crap lah.. third row ..my neck was about to brreak... got some parts damn touching.. wah say.. sho nice... cried at the damn touching parts and the ending when the guy finally made his feelings known and the gurl made hers known too was really damn nice... :D GO WATCH IT !!! don forget HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE too !!!:))_the walk was stiuu the best :) .. always have a great time when i'm out with ewe..been one very very long month :(...was jus great heh.. walking around... was meant to go home ferst then decided not .. hehs... glad abt it though ^^


i wanna walk with ewe fer as long as i can :)
would ewe give me da honour?

i jus want your company... ^-^