waaah..

haish.. stoopid blog. it took me so much effort to write that entry then don have .. freak lah... quite pissed.. gonna cut short what i wrote lah...shit shit. damn sucky blog...

gonna keep the neoprint at home le.. in my diary .. that is until i find a photo frame fer it.. ^-^ wells.. got scratches and two bends.. i'll kill that person who did it anyways.. my mum told me something ' you don need to carry a picture of the person you love cos he will always be in your head'.. then like wows.. was so cool.. :) so i'm gonna buy a photoframe .. ( my mum's idea again.. )

this one's fer da sao.. heys da sao.. iread your blog and wells.. hope you'll read my and see this .. i know what it feels like to be controlled and like your life aint yours anymore .. and like it belongs to the person who was giving you hell instead..totally sucky.. and you'll really feeling like throwing it all away and ending your life.. but remember kays.. you still have me , my kor , meow and everyone else whom you made a difference too..we will never leave you de.. if anything ever happens to you .. it'll be like ending my kor's life too cos you mean the wurld to him and my life wouldnt be complete without you cos you mean something to me.. when you've like practically lost yourself.. death will come into thought somehow at somepoint cos i've felt the same too .. but there's some ppl and some things i jus carn give up cos they're jus so important.. so i jus hold on even though its practically killing me..cos everything changes when i see them.. no matter what happens or how bad anything seems.. we'll still be here fer you.. hold on kays.. hold on with me.. and hopefully one day everything will change fe rthe better and you wont regret hanging on cos everything will be twice as wonderful and meaningful.. :) i love you da sao ! don give up kays..

i don need no picture of ewe in my wallet..
cos it's already in my head :)

hang in there da sao.. hang in with me.. :)