run wid da wind.

cca orientations for the sec ones today.... wah say... majority no interest in dance.. and a few damn rude and dao... craps.. all i can say .. the orientation was total crap and totally tiring.. so... yea... it sarkked..

had to specialli go bo zhong house to pass him me and clarice's photo... dua pai lah... din wanna go tm so i had to go his house... darns.

went running after going offline.. din know why i went anyway jus felt bored cos din wanna stay online anymore... then din have mood to do homework... so yea... went running...and... it.so.RAWKED. yeps... don relli have chance to run nowadays on my own accord .. so kind of lost the passion i had fer it when i was in pri sch... but felt like totally great running...a lost passion revived...hahas...lolls. remembered the times when me.. yus..mu..basically the malay gurls in class and some of the boys would play ice and water during recess.. yea.. kinda childish but that was in P4 ... now i wanna run every week.. whees.... :P

then me bro bought food back from downtown east... taiwan mushroom noodle!! woots~! once again memories in P4... wooted~ used to eat it every week arhs... yea...

then ya.. she called..to kp again..as always.. carn even give me peace fer one day.. IS HAVIN PEACE FER ONE FREAKIN DAY TOO MUCH TO ASK FER?!? freaks... think i gonna forget about that not being vulgar resolution . like how in crap is that even possible... ? since i start using them once i'm back in THAT place..like duhs. why carn i stay at home like eveyr other kid.. instead of havin a home thats more like a hotel .. sometimes only cumin back fer 1 day... at least if i don cum back can i be dumped at somewhere better? like duhs. that place is ultimate hell..carn believe i can even do my work there when ppl are kp-ing me all da time..and being degraded and subjected to insult.i wouldnt care less if it was some outsider or someone i aint close to..i'll most likely ignore whoever that person ish.. but like . hello?? that person driving me insane is my dear grandmother... i carn do anything.. cant ignore. cant retaliate. so yea... i end up doing things to myself instead. like cutting myself with the penknife.ya whateva.. maybe i'm jus sick. its jus my way of taking away the pain? don relli car wat anyone thinks of that.. i know its totalli dumb. but like.. i carn be bothering my friends and ewe all the time right? and like.. its ferever the same prob.. prob with my grandma.. haish .. whateva .

the day sarkked.. i poured out my heart in here.