tired...

i seriouly dunno what happened to me today.. like totally drained of energy... after coming back from dance i was like no energy at all... dance was fun ^^.. haha.. it always is.. budden haish...i don even know whether i will be picked fer SYF next year.. and i know one thing.. if i don.. i will most probably like be so upset i will cry... but hope seems so well...bleak? apart from being kinda flexible... i don think i am like good in any other way.. like... i don have the looks... i learn real slow... and well..i dunno... sighs.. i gotta gambatte nei ! better work even harder...

i'm like thinking... what if one day i jus fall asleep and then never wake up..? like .. would anyone even care.. cos i dunno.. i jus feel so tired... mentally . physically... and my emotions seriously are going cranky .. :P.. nah wells... even if i don wake up one day... welll.... i'll jus meet you guys .. a very long time later.. up in heaven.. dots.. i am not turning sucidal... must be the lack of sleep thats making me nuts .. :P

and it seems like a very long time before next friday.. so i am stiuu waiting... x)and i really miss you.. but next week is gonna be real packed fer me.. sze ying b day..concert to jungiery stars.. 4 days of dance.. 2 days of tuition.. so time is gonna pass real fast,, hopefully... but maybe not so fast.. i stiuu wan the time to slack and sleep and daydream... and do dumb stuff and hopefully.. my homework( lolx... this is a downright lie)...

i'm sleepy.. and i'm talking crap.. so good nites..every one.. ^^
tired cockroach... don disturb me now. i'll bite..
29nov... whee.. =)
darn...