thanks relli.

alot happened fer me today bahs.. and all i can say ish i don understand..i thought but couldnt come up with any answer... i seriously don know why..then guess only have myself to blame bah... since everyone thinks that way...all i can say ish... my heart was slashed... my dignity..thrashed ... and i bled inside out.. x) don understand? you're not meant to....
but i've gotta say sorry and thank you to ewe.. hope ewe know that i'm refering to ewe...:P
sorry for disturbing u with my dumb probs all the time and for being unreasonable.. haha.hope u don kill me after reading this... i kept thinking that u din understand but now i realised. u won't ..but it's not because u din want to but becos u carnt. cos u arent me . ha..i don even really understand how i feel my self..so how would u? i guess you might have been racking your brains bahs. trying to understand.thinking of the right thing to say to comfort me..thinking of how to make me feel better bah..heh.. and i din really make your job any much easier.. :P sorry again.. heex.. actually i din really feel much different..but i can say that i'm realli realli happie.. :) that there is someone who would even bother to listen to my crap bah .. xP... for that . heh.. thanks ..thanks alot.. :) ..i dunno what else to say but..i'm realli glad that eweur here.. this may sound a bit hmmm.. cheesy? dunno lah.. but i'll b there fer ewe too.. ^_^ :P...realli wanted to tell ewe all these.. :D.. but doubt so many words would fit into and sms... and you might try ta kill me fer calling jus to tell you all these..oh..and i don think i would dare either lah.especially in the state i was in... heh.. so i wrote everything here.. and hope that ewe would read it xD...heh... dunno how to thank you enough..thanks fer being there.. :)