pain....

owwww....my right leg is gonna break liaos...darn.. todae dance until so tired but kinda fun.. cos .. hmm.. i managed to do everything except some turning thing.. i do until giddy..dies le lah.. what if i don get picked... sighs... sad.. i train until so hard.. last time do the sideway split damn weak.. but i train fer this thing do until my leg wan to break then i finally manage to do a decent one.... :'( i stretch too much le.. now strain the muscle there and my leg full of blue black... so pain..... darns...

lolls.. i finally know whats the name of the song on huimings website... its Neber be Replaced... by first laadyy...its really nice.. :Pi read xue li blog.. wah say.. interesting pattern... very diff to read wahha.. but its cool... and she say i never scold bad word.. hmm.. cool...

my kor is going through such a hard time...i feel so sad fer him lors... he really sacrificed so much ... he kept everything to himself.. he really darn wei da... oh... he loves her...alot....

seriously...i realli wish that one day on a nice rainy evening i go to sleep after i bathe... all cosy in the comfort of my blanket and i don ever wake up again...cos.. its i dunno.. i'm kinda tired... tired of everything...kays.. so i'm sure anyone who reads this wiuu be like.. ' who's this girl kidding? so young and she wanna gib up' .. but yea... you dunno what i'm been through.. and what i'm going through... so yea.. i ahve weak character bahx...i don realli know how to explain how how i wish fer something like that to happen.. hmm.. cos its natural and no one would know... they would see me going to sleep happily then the next morning.. i'm gone... and i'm back to all the good memories i had before... like rose in titanic when she wen to sleep and she went to meet jack... its jus so..so... ai yah.. forget it lah.. i dunno how to explain and no one would understand anyways...lolls...

wahha.. you are coming back .. whee!! lols. and i stiuu dunno how to go to the threatre.. haha...

me dweaming.